The word “titties” for example.
This makes me feel shy and wet and submissive and slutty. The reason
for this is because when Sir uses this word, he wants to see them
(via photograph or webcam). And I have to say it's such an instant
response, when the word comes up, my hands immediately go to the
bottom of my shirt to take it off.
Another word that has an interesting
reaction by me is “woman”. Sir uses this word when he's
exasperated with me but isn't quite pissed (which doesn't produce a
fun reaction. Sir is a pretty intimidating dude. There isn't much
on this earth I want to do less than piss him off!) When he calls me
woman, I'm not actually in trouble yet, but I'm definitely
getting put back in line. And fucking hell, he's good at keeping me
in line. Being called woman by Sir makes me feel so terribly submissive. It snaps me to attention every time. Reminds me.
But there's one word Sir said fairly
recently that surpasses any other in the reaction department.
Everything I try to think of to describe my feelings to it sound
hollow or corny; Weep with joy, too much. Drop to my knees
instantly, close but not quite. Sort of a gasp, clutch my throat
with my hand, pussy soaked, heart skip a beat kind of a feeling.
Even this description is paltry compared to my actual feeling. It's
like watching all of the Wizard of Oz in black and white. I can't
quite describe the colors in Emerald City (haha, green!). But you get the gist.
So what's this huge, powerful,
indescribable reaction-evoking word?
“Mine.”